Tuesday, March 27, 2007
No amount of apologies, reproaches or whatever can ratify the current situation now. I wouldn’t blame you if resentment is building up against me. All along it has been my fault. But please trust me, I really did try. I really did appreciate everything you’ve done for me and yes everything you’ve done did touch me. But admittedly, I wasn’t in love. Love is about being honest with yourself and the others. Sadly, I committed this crucial mistake right from the very start. I know there’s nothing else I can possibly do to alleviate all the hurt I’ve inflicted on you unintentionally. Trust me, you weren’t a toy. All these shit that has happened, I’m really sorry. I just hope time will heal everything. If hating me helps, then go ahead. I’ll just have myself to blame for putting you through this, for losing not only a wonderful lover but a great friend as well. If by any chance you’re reading this, please do take care. And I really hope things will get better for you soon…
take me with you
1:09 AM